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yesterday (after i made my post), my grandma called and said that i'm definetely finally admitted to the courage residence on monday. so, good news, you won't hear about me wanting to get in there after monday. my mom helped me pack for there this morning though, so i'm thinkin that i'm actually goin. i had a nice long post for here made and it got erased, so i'll try to remember everything from my original post.
well, my grandma already said she'd get me online as soon as possible though, so i won't stop writin here completely.. haha, it seems like i'm only worried about online stuff, like boring you with my posts every day is really important, but i'll be getting online credits towards college for when i get strong enough to actually go to college, i'll have somethin to work off of. i still am not sure of where i want to go to college though. i know i don't wanna go here in mn for college, that just makes it more difficult for me. that's where the courage center will help. i'm hopin it will give me the chance to do more for myself on my own.